KEVIN 012: Familiar
// MARSCAPONE SCHOOL OF MAGIC //
The days after my father fetched me from Trelaine’s prison passed quickly and merrily. I had been holding out hope for a rescue but I had been slipping. But my lack of faith had not been punished.
I was home.
KEVIN
FATHER, THAT WAS REALLY YOU, WASN’T IT?
Our old habits had resumed: Mother put the orphans to bed and Father came to visit me before I retired to bed.
VINCENT
WHY DO YOU THINK I LEFT YOU THE MONSTER MANUAL?
KEVIN
MOTHER NEVER LIKED THAT ONE.
VINCENT
DO NOT FAULT HER.
SHE HAS SEEN MUCH IN HER TIME.
SHE HAS A DISTASTE FOR INTERPRETATIONS. SEES IT AS ANOTHER FORM OF FICTION.
KEVIN
I THOUGHT THE MANUAL WAS TRUE.
VINCENT
IT’S NOT NOT TRUE.
EVERYTHING EXISTS SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW.
KEVIN
FATHER.
I HAVE A QUESTION.
VINCENT
GO AHEAD.
KEVIN
TRELAINE SAID YOU WERE A KING.
IS THAT TRUE?
VINCENT
SURELY HE MUST BE MISTAKEN.
I WAS NEVER A KING.
THOUGH I WAS A PRINCE, A LONG LONG TIME AGO.
KEVIN
YOU WERE A PRINCE?
WHY “WERE”?
VINCENT
I ALLOWED SOME OF MY WORST NIGHTMARES TO BE STOLEN BY THOSE WHO’D SEEK TO MISUSE THEM.
I WAS CARELESS.
I WAS NOT THE LEADER MY PEOPLE DESERVED.
KEVIN
YOU MADE A MISTAKE?
VINCENT
YES, I DID.
ADULTS MAKE MISTAKES, JUST AS I MADE A MISTAKE BY NOT PROTECTING YOU.
KEVIN
YOU WERE RESTING.
IT’S OKAY.
VINCENT
NO, IT’S NOT OKAY.
IT IS TRUE THAT I HAVE CERTAIN…LIMITATIONS.
BUT I SHOULD NEVER LET ANYTHING STAND BETWEEN ME AND MY DUTY TO YOU AND YOUR MOTHER.
TO OUR WHOLE FAMILY.
KEVIN
I’M JUST GLAD TO BE HOME.
VINCENT
AND WE’RE GLAD TO HAVE YOU HOME.
THE PLACE WAS EMPTY WITHOUT YOU.
KEVIN
WILL MY TEETH GROW BACK?
VINCENT
I THINK SO.
KEVIN
DID YOU HAVE TEETH LIKE MINE?
VINCENT
I DON’T REMEMBER.
KEVIN
YOU DON’T REMEMBER?
VINCENT
I DON’T REMEMBER BEING A CHILD LIKE YOU ARE.
IT’S ALL…BEEN LOST SOMEHOW.
I DON’T REMEMBER HAVING A MOTHER OR FATHER.
A moment of reflection passes.
KEVIN
THAT’S…SCARY.
VINCENT
I SUPPOSE.
IT’S JUST HOW THINGS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FOR ME.
KEVIN
I’LL NEVER FORGET WHERE I CAME FROM.
I’LL NEVER FORGET YOU AND MOTHER.
VINCENT
I HOPE NOT.
I COULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN YOU OUT WITHOUT YOUR MOTHER’S HELP.
KEVIN
THAT WAS SOMETHING ELSE TRELAINE SAID.
HE CLAIMED NOT JUST YOU, BUT MOTHER, TOO, WERE BOUND TO THIS PLANE.
VINCENT
THAT IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD DISCUSS WITH HER.
BUT REMEMBER THAT YOUR MOTHER DID NOT HAVE A MAGICKING FAMILY.
HER MOTHER DIED WHEN SHE WAS VERY YOUNG AND HER FATHER, WHILE A KINDLY MAN, WAS ENTIRELY ORDINARY.
SHE WAS LONELY, VERY ALONE, AND HAD NO ONE TO GUIDE HER THROUGH THE DISCOVERY OF THE ARCANE.
KEVIN
DID SHE MAKE A MISTAKE TOO?
VINCENT
I WOULDN’T SAY THAT.
BUT REALLY, YOU MUST SPEAK TO HER ABOUT IT.
KEVIN
I WILL.
…FATHER?
VINCENT
YES?
KEVIN
DO YOU THINK THE TALENT WILL EVER COME TO ME?
OR IS WHAT TRELAINE SAID TRUE?
VINCENT
WHAT DID TRELAINE SAY TO YOU?
I could not say the word.
KEVIN
HE SAID THAT I’D CHANGE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS.
THAT I’D BECOME…IMMORTAL.
THAT I’D NEVER DIE.
VINCENT
EVERYONE DIES SOMEDAY.
KEVIN
HE SAID…
HE SAID…
He held me close and stroked my hair.
VINCENT
SHH…IT’S OKAY.
I…DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU.
KEVIN
DOES MOTHER KNOW?
VINCENT
KEVIN…
PREDATION IS A NECESSARY PART OF LIFE.
THERE IS NO GIVE WITHOUT TAKE.
THERE IS NO FAULT IN ONE’S DESIRE TO KEEP ON LIVING.
FEEDING ON THE LIFEFORCE OF OTHERS IS NO WORSE THAN RAISING CATTLE FOR THE SLAUGHTER.
THAT IS ONE OF THE MORE BARBARIC FORMS OF SLAVERY.
KEVIN
THERE’S ALWAYS VEGETARIANISM.
VINCENT
AN ILLUSION, A PLATITUDE.
EXISTENCE IS ZERO-SUM.
A FARMER KILLS RABBITS AMONG HIS CABBAGES.
DO NOT THEIR LIVES COUNT FOR SOMETHING?
KEVIN
I READ OF A RELIGION, ONCE, THAT COMMANDED ITS ADHERENTS TO EAT ONLY FRUIT AND NUT THAT HAD FALLEN TO THE GROUND.
VINCENT
A NOBLE CAUSE BUT ULTIMATELY IT DENIES THE TRUTH.
IS THE GUILT SO CONSUMING THAT YOU’LL RISK BEING ASLEEP ON THE DAY OF JUDGMENT?
KEVIN
WHAT ABOUT MOTHER’S CONJURATIONS?
SHE DOESN’T KILL.
VINCENT
NO ONE KNOWS EXACTLY HOW CONJURATIONS COLLAPSE.
BUT WE SHOULD NOT ASSUME WE’RE OFF SCOT-FREE JUST BECAUSE WE DON’T UNDERSTAND THE PROCESS.
KEVIN
BUT IT HAS TO BE BETTER THAN STEALING.
VINCENT
VAMPIRISM IS CONSIDERED A CURSE FOR GOOD REASON.
The utterance sets me ill-at-ease. But at least it’s clear what we’re discussing. I open my mouth to speak but nothing sensible comes to mind.
VINCENT
THEFT IS A SERIOUS CRIME BUT THERE ARE WORSE.
KEVIN
I DON’T WANT TO BE A CRIMINAL.
VINCENT
THEN YOU WILL AIM TO BE A MAN SO GREAT THAT YOUR TRESPASSES ARE FORGOTTEN.
BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DESERVE.
THAT IS THE COST OF KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING.
KEVIN
GUILT?
VINCENT
A PIOUS MAN COUNTS EACH AND EVERY STONE HE MUST CARRY.
HIS BACK WILL BECOME LADEN WITH SIN.
BUT HE WILL BEAR THIS LOAD BECAUSE IF HE DOESN’T, WHO WILL?
KEVIN
WHY MOVE STONES?
VINCENT
IT IS MANKIND’S DESTINY TO CREATE ART.
ART REQUIRES A MEDIUM.
TO CREATE, TO THINK, ONE MUST EAT, ONE MUST CONSUME.
THAT IS THE UNIVERSAL CURSE THAT WE ALL SHARE.
KEVIN
TRELAINE CLAIMS HE WANTS TO MAKE IT SO NO ONE EVER HAS TO SUFFER.
VINCENT
AN ILLUSION THAT CAN NEVER BE ATTAINED.
OUR CURSE INFORMS US, EDUCATES US.
EACH CHOICE WE MAKE BECOMES A PART OF US.
BUT THE QUESTION FOLLOWS, WHICH CRIME IS WORSE, MURDER OR THEFT?
KEVIN
I DON’T WANT TO COMMIT EITHER.
VINCENT
BUT THE DAY MAY FALL TO YOU WHEN YOU WILL BE FORCED TO ACT.
WHEN TRELAINE STOLE YOU FROM US, I CHOSE TO STEAL YOU BACK.
PERHAPS I WILL FIND THAT THE GODS DID NOT APPROVE OF MY CHOICE TO TAKE REVENGE.
THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL HAVE TO ENDURE.
BUT I COULD NOT CALL MYSELF A FATHER IF I DID NOT RESTORE YOU TO YOUR MOTHER AND YOUR HOME.
KEVIN
IT WAS TERRIBLE THERE.
VINCENT
I BELIEVE YOU.